Good days Bad days

Well just when I started to complain, God threw in a couple of great days for me. I am so thankful for that. These good days renewed my faith and infused me with confidence. This new reality is just that, "new" to me. I have to learn to navigate and adapt. For 33 years I could do what I want when I wanted to without having to worry about if I was going to have a problem if I went to the mall, if there would be a place for me to sit down, if something terrible is going to happen. I notice that I have an issue with anxiety now. I suspect this will improve as I learn my limits. I know I will gain more endurance as time goes on but learning and testing myself is plain scary.