Letter To Anyone

I am so angry this happened to me. How could you give me such a wonderful, free and independent life only now to be so limited and jeopardized. My life has been one tumultuous piece of crap after the next. I am really really sad and these mind altering anti-seizure drugs i'm sure are some of the cause besides knowing that I have one more surgery to go. I'm just sayin to all you people out there complaining about having to work too much, or being too exhausted to take care of your children or family, or even your own life, well try doing it while your health is comprimised and in danger. You give it a shot when your licensed has been revoked, try going to work then, holding on to your health insurance and paying the bills. Try not worrying yourself to insanity.

Be thankful for your health and never take life for granted because you never know what is going to happen to you or your loved ones. Look at me now, I am in some serious shit. I am fighting for my life and I have no idea what my life is going to become. My relationship is strained and my family suffers along with me. So much anger and I dont know what to do with it. So much stress and I cant handle it. So much anxiety and I cant deal with it. The once joyous life I had is gone.

There I said it. My pity party is done and over for now and I can move on.